Episode 1

In this first episode, host Valerie Ray shares the personal journey that led her to question the world around her, follow the signs others overlook, and step fully into truth-seeking. This episode lays the foundation for the path that brought her here- and the path she invites you to walk with her. The image to the left is the one she mentions in the episode that is on the facade of a historical building in downtown Pampa, TX.

Episode 2

In this episode, we explore the heart of Gnosticism- the ancient tradition of inner knowing, hidden wisdom, and direct connection to the divine. We dive into the lost and suppressed texts that were removed from the early Christian canon, including The Gospel of Thomas, The Gospel of Mary Magdalene, The Trimorphic Protennoia, The Book of Jeu, and other writings rediscovered in 1945 at Nag Hammadi, Egypt. Uncovered are what these books actually teach, why they were silenced, and how their message of inner revelation still calls us today. This episode opens the door to the deeper knowledge- the gnosis- that has been waiting beneath the surface of history.

Episode 3-Part One of My Personal Health Practices

In this episode, I open up about the natural approaches I use to support my health—from nutrition and decompression tools to the daily habits that have transformed my well-being. I also share the science and research that align with these methods, offering both intuition and evidence as a path to healing. Whether you’re just beginning your journey or seeking to deepen it, this episode bridges ancestral wisdom with modern insight.

Episode 4-Part Two of My Personal Health Practices

In this episode, I continue to open up about the natural approaches I use to support my health—from nutrition and decompression tools to the daily habits that have transformed my well-being. I also share the science and research that align with these methods, offering both intuition and evidence as a path to healing. Whether you’re just beginning your journey or seeking to deepen it, this episode bridges ancestral wisdom with modern insight.

Episode 5-Hidden invaders Hijacking your Body & Health

In this episode, we explore a largely overlooked layer of chronic health: molds, yeasts, parasites, biofilms, and the internal terrain that allows them to persist. We discuss why these are rarely tested for in the United States, how they can affect the body across multiple systems, and how environment, diet, minerals, and detox pathways play a role in resilience and recovery.

This conversation also covers common exposure routes, the impact of heavy metals, and gentle, integrative detox concepts—including binders, cellular support, and why detox without drainage can backfire. The focus is not fear or force, but understanding, balance, and restoring conditions where the body can regulate itself.

Rooted in the principles of awareness, balance, and completion/integration, this episode invites listeners to look beyond surface symptoms and reconnect with the intelligence of the body.

Episode 6-The Book of Enoch and the Bound Ones

In this episode, we explore one of the most mysterious and suppressed ancient texts—the Book of Enoch. From the fall of the Watchers to the birth of the Nephilim, the binding of cosmic rebels, and the revelation of the Son of Man, this sacred record reveals the deeper forces behind human history and spiritual corruption.

We’ll walk through the five major sections of 1 Enoch, including the Dream Visions and the Epistle, and uncover how this book speaks to cosmic order, hidden knowledge, and the final vindication of the righteous. Whether you see it as history, myth, or metaphysical map—Enoch is a blueprint of cosmic accountability.

Episode 7-Scrolls of the Fallen: The Book of Giants & the Book of Jubilees

In this episode, we open two rarely discussed yet powerful texts: the Book of Giants, which gives voice to the Nephilim and their dreams of coming judgment, and the Book of Jubilees, which re-maps sacred time and reveals the heavenly calendar, angelic law, and the cosmic order behind human history.

Together, these scrolls echo the story of divine rebellion, consequence, and restoration. They speak not only of what was — but what is still unfolding. Through them, we revisit the patterns of awareness (3), balance (6), and integration (9) — the numbers woven through all sacred timing.

Episode 8-The Tablet and the Gate: A Pillar’s Remembrance

The Tablet of Destiny is not inked by hand, but inscribed in light — a cosmic blueprint etched before time itself. It contains the rhythms of divine timekeeping, the destinies of nations, the records of souls, and the unfolding of sacred law across the ages.

To remember the tablet is to realign with the frequencies of Heaven — to return not to law, but to harmony.

🍞 Unleavened Bread (Matzah) Recipe

Simple, sacred, and aligned with the remembrance of haste and humility

✨ Ingredients:

  • 1 cup flour (organic whole wheat or spelt is ideal)

  • ⅓ cup water (structured if possible)

  • 1–2 teaspoons olive oil (optional, but adds depth)

  • Pinch of salt (sea salt or pink)

  • Optional: dash of herbs (e.g., rosemary, thyme) or honey for symbolic sweetness

🔥 Instructions:

  1. Preheat oven to 475°F (245°C)

  2. In a bowl, mix the flour, salt, and water quickly. Add olive oil if using.

  3. Knead very briefly until just combined — do not let it rest or rise.

  4. Roll out into flat rounds — thin like tortillas or crackers.

  5. Prick the surface with a fork (symbolic of piercing and humility).

  6. Place on a baking stone or parchment-lined baking tray.

  7. Bake for 4–6 minutes, flip halfway. They should puff slightly and get golden spots.

  8. Serve immediately or store wrapped in a cloth (do not refrigerate).

🍯 If making in remembrance of freedom and sweetness restored, brush with honey and oil after baking for a sacred offering.

🍷 Sacred Grape Wine Recipe (Traditional & Natural)

🜁 Ingredients:

  • 2–3 lbs fresh red or purple grapes (organic if possible, with skins)

  • 1–1½ cups raw honey or organic cane sugar
    (for fermentation; adjust for desired sweetness)

  • Filtered water (enough to cover grapes)

  • Optional: A handful of raisins (natural yeast booster)

  • Optional: 1 cinnamon stick or 2 crushed cloves for subtle spice (not traditional, but spiritually warming)

🜃 Equipment:

  • 1 large glass jar or food-grade fermentation container

  • Cheesecloth or breathable cloth with rubber band/lid

  • Wooden spoon or clean hands to crush

  • Fine mesh strainer or muslin bag

  • Sanitized bottles or jars for storage

🜂 Instructions:

Prepare the Grapes (Symbolic Crushing)

  • Wash grapes gently, removing any moldy or spoiled ones

  • Crush by hand or use a clean wooden spoon in a large bowl

🜄 “As the grape is pressed, may the sweetness of the spirit rise.”

Mix the Must

  • Transfer crushed grapes (with skins, pulp, juice) into your jar

  • Add water to cover the grapes

  • Stir in honey or sugar until fully dissolved

  • Add optional spices or raisins if using

Cover & Ferment

  • Cover the jar with cheesecloth or a breathable lid

  • Place in a dark, room-temp space (65–75°F)

  • Stir daily with clean wooden spoon for 5–7 days

Bubbles = natural yeast is working!

Strain & Bottle

  • After fermentation slows (5–7 days), strain the liquid

  • Pour into clean, airtight bottles (dark glass if possible)

  • Optional: Let sit for another 1–2 weeks for flavor to deepen

  • Store in a cool, dark place

Note: This is a young wine — sweet, slightly fizzy, low alcohol (unless aged longer)

🜄 Serving for Ritual Use:

  • Chill slightly and bless before serving:

“This cup is the fruit of the covenant. I receive joy, clarity, and sacred renewal.”

  • Pour only what is needed — this is not a wine for excess, but for remembrance and offering

  • If shared: use one cup and bless each participant

🕯 Optional Additions for Sacred Use:

  • Steep a small piece of frankincense resin in warm wine before serving (then strain) — this was used in Temple offerings

  • Anoint the rim of the cup with a drop of oil (frankincense, myrrh, cedar)